in memory of a dark girl

By Cedric Tillman

I am

missing you a bit,

More than I thought,

and more than I should.

But your spirit hovers over me.

Impish.

You must stop playing with my halo.

I should stop letting you.

Shoo, gone now.

 

You know me well.

It was the melanin, I’m afraid

It was watery,

It leaked all over you.

No mixing, no adulterating.

Grain alcohol blackness

saturated even the tangled,

sovereign curls

you idly twisted in daydreams

It simmered on your cheeks,

a veiled emotion.

It seeped onto your breasts,

where it burst at their conclusions.

It dove into your lips, where...

Those lips.

Your lips were grey.

They were like black after pink lost out.

They were softly corrugated and nice.

Your tongue was neon

against night’s background

It was easy to see between teeth.

 

You were better for shadow

like poems for solitude

The bad lighting to finish good novels to,

There were secrets in your stare

that made it worth the strain to see you

I could you make you out

in basements with no light.

I could feel for the warmth

that had blown out the bulbs,

and follow the heat of an urge

that could rip out a pull string

Or you would usher me down,

slowly

compelling exploration

until I could not stay

the night.

 

Cedric Tillman received a BA in English from UNC Charlotte and an MFA in Creative Writing from American University. He lives in Charlotte.

Contact: Cedric Tillman * Email: juggsmurf@yahoo.com

Sofia

By Brian Anthony Hardie

Stuck painfully to my side a film projects
Askeleton dancingtomy defectedbridal fantasy. Stairwells bring down
A polite remark,tense with trembles tempting the satin,
Expecting the least from what is to become.
Theseguests- molding together a somber prediction-
Place moist palms onto a book that defines
A muttering God? This verbal disturbance shreds blank, longing notes that
Confess murder and marvel. Red velvet contradicts the canvass
Andstaresdownan emptyditch. Graves honoring
My selected victims of force that tieglee down.
Complaints from blisters winning authoritystrive tocaress
A patient registered with alert in police mind states.
Domestic disturbance fails toawaken the obvious.
Red hair pulled from the scalp of a slouched, bitter
Angel. Starving sandlesson a beachamidst demons of
Imagery forests.

 

Brian Anthony Hardie, a native of Portland, Oregon, has been published in numerous small press journals and e-zines, including The Pebble Lake Review (Houston, TX), Conceit Magazine (San Fransisco), Hudson View (NYC/South Africa), Ditchpoetry.com (Canada) and SALiT Magazine (International), among others. He will appear as a guest speaker and writer at Mount Hood Community College this spring.

Contact: Brian Hardie * Email: rose_angeles@hotmail.com

Website: http://www.myspace.com/farestandthefieldsoffrance

 

New Email

 

By Mike Lindwasser

New Email

Contact: Mike Lindwasser * Website: http://lindwasserphoto.dphoto.com

 

Summons

By Tamryn Spruill

Patriarchal parsimony had its way again,

Little divination doll descends into a crevasse.

 

Her wood ripened from eons of basement storage,

Habiliments soiled from stagnation.

 

The varnish of her face cracks and furrows,

Stop-motion anime where salty secretions flow.

 

Infinity beckons from the depths of verisimilitude –

An invitation to His Perdurable Party.

 

Contact: Tamryn Spruill * Email: info@wordnerdeditorial.com

Website: www.wordnerdeditorial.com

Secare

By Jesi Bender

To break it in, to love something enough

He is formed in the shape of number 9

Ripped from the white, beating [w]h0le

A blessing, this wound seems

Coagulated grape jelly encrusted

To the disconnected lid

The cover of innumerable insides

This deep red, myriad

Bubbled dissonant paradise

Burns like an omnipresent hell

When you amputate part

Still feel where it should be

The happy violence of love

When she saw him saw

To cleave can both stick and split

Our bodies are the same

Evil and Good coalescing

To make it whole again.

 

An artist from Williamsburg, Brooklyn, Jesi Bender graduated with a B.A. in English and Fine Arts from Cornell University in 2007. Her first book, entitled Oppressed by the Notion of Beauty, will be released by December 2009.

Contact: Jesi Bender * Email: jesibender@gmail.com.